AND THE 20TH DAY

A SUMMARY OF ME
In me dwells Peace, Love ,Patience, Courage and for today just that I'm old enough to be satisfied with what I have, and young enough to still want more; Lucky enough to have been really stupid and lived to tell about it — cursed enough to have a good memory; Intelligent enough to understand that I still have a lot to learn, and ignorant enough to continually prove to myself that I still haven't.

DETOX

Day 18 and 19
both the days went on fine am wondering weather ill feel hungry again what a silly thought.
I have quite a lot of bible reading which is so refreshing.
ive become so energetic i wonder how i coped with low energy levels.
anyway
May the good lord keep me sae always.

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DAY 17
SATURDAY IVE SPENT THE WHOLE DAY INDOORS WHICH WAS REWARDING BECAUSE LIFE IS CENTERD ON FOOD AND GOING AROUND TELLING PEOPLE YOU CANT EAT WHAT YOURE OFFERIING IS JUST UNPALATABLE.
I HAVE DONE SOME BIBLE QUIZ AND GOT 72PERCENT SO I HAVE TO IMPROVE ON THE BASICS.
MY EMOTIONS SEEM TO BE AT THE SURFACE OF ME SO AM A BIT LOWISH.
GOD HAS BEEN GOOD TO ME I SHOUL CONFESS CONSIDERING.
BACK TO WISDOM BOX
THIS TIME MY FAVOURITE BEMBA ADAGE
Uwaingila mu mushitu, tomfwa nswaswa.
Literally: He who enters the thicket does not fear and turn back when he hears sticks breathing.
Meaning: A person who undertakes a project should strive to see it through by ignoring all manner of discouragement.
Usage: Used when advising a person to carry on with his/her undertaking in spite of any distractions that may come from certain people

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DAY 16
am feeling great though the morning was daunting.
nothing much to say still on the juice only diet.
and from the Wisdom Box.
YOU ARE CREATED A GOD DONT DIE AN IDOL
Ps.82:6
"I have said , ye are gods:and all of you are children of the most high"

AMASHIWI

Detox
Day 14 and 15
I have been really fab.
did most of the cooking in the last days and i have started training my nephew on how to do basic good meals ,
today he did a beef curry which looked great.
I had the desire to make bread but didnt have yeast so I walked down to my local sainsbury by the fuel station and there was none so ill get some on friday from a proper super market.
Last night read Isaiah 40 and it was awesome God was talking to me directly.
so ive been on this journey for 15 days and it seems like its become so easy,i have shocked my inner me.
Its amazing what you find when you take a trip into your soul.
the worst eney is yourself and so is your best friend.
I have also kept to my to do lists which is a break through for me coz I tend to do everything except that which am meant to do thank God that thing is over.
I thank god for my Today
Amen

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Day 12 and 13
Yesterday I had a mild cold which has completely gone today though woke up with terrible tummy ache, i can sill fee some discomfort but am sure ill be fine.
i dont have a mental fog any more am so awake and bright amazing stuff.
thankyou God for your presence
Amen.

AMASHIWI

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DAYS 10 AND 11
10th day was fine though a bit upset my 17 year old nephew decided to sleep out without informing anyone,so i had a chat with him felt a bit bad though coz at some point I told him he was lucky that he was my sisters son otherwise i would chuk him out.
any way today sunday, he appears more alert cleaned up his room and did all the laundry.
I have decided to be more firm with him.
today sunday went to church which was cool.
to be honest I dont know how may more days I have am just doing this each day at a time.
thankyou God for Keeping me safe
Amen.

AMASHIWI

DAY 9
Alls fine had a bit of a tense head this morning not headache,
prayed about it am ok now.
my thoughts have been wondering about all sorts, I wonder how much a person can day dream ,Iam praying about this my mind keeps wondering and bringing with it that which I dont want to think about.
its amazing who you find when you open the corridors of your soul the greatest enemy is actually yourself and so is your best friend the laws and limitations that we put upon ourselves God help us
Dear God
Make me a person worthy of your creation
Create in me a being that can be the changer of times
make me favourable before men and You.
Continue to be my sheild and exceeding great reward.
Thankyou for making me share in the gift of healing Dear God touch the lives of all the patients I see and quicken my spirit to know whats wrong with them,Dear God Meet my patients at their points of need.
Perfect all the works youve put in me Jesus
Amen

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DAYS 6 TO 8
Nothing extra ordinary has happened
Ive drunk loads of juice of all types of concoctions.
so ill talk about my dreams.
am being bold!
day 5
dreamt an old lady asking me to drive her car I cant remember why,I got in the car and the brakes and accelerator where all in the wrong places then the car hit a car in front in the process.
Day 6
dreamt i was in the undergound train system in zambia and all the walls appeared new and unfinished but for some bizzare reason the trains where running, in the dream i was asking how safe that was.
then got out at some station which had a nice pub out side though it took ages just for us to get to the sits which in the dream where right there, no drinks where drunk though the next thing I was at my house and a Friend knocked the door and asked me to live so I grabbed my son and we took off....
day 7
various mixed dreams though I remember being offered some food and i refused though I found myself eating a choclate whilst standing and I told someone that I had just messed my fast then I woke up...
cant remember the other stuff I dreamt .
What I have Read
I have just stuck mainly to the bible and yesterday decided to read articles on the net on fasting theres loads of stuff which was great to know.
Didnt think I should talk about my weight, but I cant help it ive actually lost 20 pounds
ideally I should have lost half that but that just shows how unfit and toxic my body has been.
I didnt think I had such a will power actually ive shocked myself.
on day 6 I was at a friends for a bible study and they cooked the fantastic t-bone steak with my favourite zambian vegetables the chibwabwas(pumpkin leaves)
and I said no to that am still in shock.
though that worked well for me coz every other food is just nad now.
I have become extremly patient I belive am patient but I feel more patient....

AMASHIWI

Day 5
all is well no side effects today
had enough time and cleared all the clutter in my room and I thought It was my mind that was foggy it appears all around me was foggy.
I have not spoken to anybody on the phone which feels odd theres always someone calling.
My prayer oh lord today is that you touch the lives of all those who went to the same high school as me and university lord ,I pray that youll meet them at their point of need and oh lord I pray that youll make them whole if their ailing, Dear God lately theres been so many young men and women dying in Zambia
I pray oh lord that youll touch the hearts of people to seek help early and not be discouraged.
most of all I pray for the peace the lord Jesus left us to abide in them.

AMASHIWI

AMASHIWI
Its my day 4
so I actually made it from yesterday when I had terrible headaches and all sorts of sensations . getting to the computer was far fetched.
this morning woke up afresh and renewed, ive not had a headache at all so thats pretty cool.
visited a new church today which was great.
Id spent yesterday reading the bible and praying,
I thank God I still went on.
Am feeling so elevated today, so clarity is on my door step definetly.
I rarely drink water so this has really been good for me,Iam having loads of it and ofcourse seeing more of my loo.

Thankyou God for you said when I pass through the waters you will be with me,and that the rivers will not overwhelm me,that the fire shall not burn me and the flame shall not consume me, for you said you are my God and that am precious in your eyes and that you Love me.
Thankyou.

AMASHIWI

Fasting day 2
I was up by 6.30am though I think I hardly slept.
got my son ready to go to the minders
managed to pass by the cereals with grace
though the television is a problem I didnt realize how many times food is spoken about, later on advertised even on the kids channel.
I read the whole book of Job this morning, brought tears to my eyes, I am not even past a few days God has already taught me to stop winging, I actually felt Gods presence .
had my vits ,detox juice and loads of water.
its now 3pm so I suppose am getting there bit by bit.
Ive also added some fruit juice to my detox...
Jehovah Mkaddesh sanctify me
Please Let your will be done in My Life.
Theres no where I can go where you wont find me
create in Me a Clean Heart
And rekindle a steadfast spirit in me
Amen.
ops I almost forgot A friend Gave me a bedroom curtain and bed cover sets which shed made for sale
she called me and said she just thought the colour would be great in my room,
I havent told her am fasting and I dont want to sound...
but GOD THANKYOU.

AMASHIWI: AMASHIWI

FASTING
Yes am officially fasting
effectively, today is my official day one.
am blogging this for some inner inspiration for my self.
yesterday ,I somewhat started my preparation,I had loads of water,vitamins and a detox juice.
then some lentil soup in the evening and a fruit.
today woke up had loads of water still the vits and my detox drink.
so why am i fasting...
well I need physical and spiritual cleansing to clear the fog in my head.
Am trusting God will put me through this one.
my inner me has loads of faith.....
am on Psalm 51 then I will enter his gates with thanks giving....
any one reading please I need your prayer.